BITTER SWEET JOURNEY OF AN NAJWA

We all have that 1 person in our life when we want them to be more than just a friend. As a sister? Brother? Nope. But as a lover. So we wait for them, more than we could ever imagine. Somehow you're willing to wait for them, years after years without feeling bored. Is this "Love"? We wait for them, without them knowing that we actually like them more than just our best friends. But why? Why do we keep this such feelings to ourselves when we know it hurts us the most? How can this massive pain be so addictive? Is this "Love"? We keep it to ourselves because we might not want to ruin what we have with them. We don't want things to be awkward and end up destroying our many years of friendship with them. Until 1 day we are ready and we finally have the courage to tell them. In hoping they have the same feelings for us. But how? How do we keep the feelings hidden for so many years but yet have the courage to tell them now? Is this "Love"?

Hi everyone. Remember when i told you that i was day dreaming of launching a brand and starting on a company? Well, i am doing it now. I cant lie to you, its not really that big of a company, but its there. People say, better than nothing right? Well in this blog, i wont tell you a lot about my brand and company but i do wanna encourage you, that's reading this blog that you can also do it. Dreams do come true. It doesn't have to be starting on a brand, or trying to get into your high school basketball team and whatnot. Whatever the things that you're dreaming and you think its impossible, is actually possible. Dreams do come true! But its easier said than done. You cant just dream about it and suddenly everything happens in a blink of an eye. You have to work for it, you have to get your hands dirty. You cant climb the ladder of success with your hands in your pocket. So for you out there that's reading this blog, keep dreaming and dream big. Because dreams do come...

It was a Sunday afternoon. No class, no university activities, no nothing. Just me and my soft pillows all through the morning. But then i started to daydream about things that i wanted to do, which was starting a brand. My own brand. That would be awesome right? Me, a 20 year old kid starting her own brand. But what would i sell? What product can i sell in the market? Food? Clothing? Cosmetics? Then i started to think about the market demand nowadays. Cosmetics and clothing? Seriously, am i really gonna start a cosmetic company? Knowing myself, im not the feminine type kinda girl. So starting a cosmetic company seems a bit ridiculous. But wait, cosmetic doesn't always mean lipstick, eye shadow and mascara. What about producing a protein shake? Or even detox water? That's a great idea! As i continued on thinking about the name of the company and also the name of the products that i wanted to sell, someone knocked the door and made me snapped out of my day dreaming session. ...